Happy New Year

Just to let you know, this is just a little bit of rambling along with what’s been going on with me lately, I’m kind of zenning out.

Well, it’s finally here, 2013. Hopefully there will be no more end of the world bullshit and no more whackos with guns. I have to admit, after the shooting I saw how insane people can be. So much so that when the 21st came up I was afraid of going to work the next day because I deal with enough crazy people as it is… I work at a local amusement park by the way, still going there while babysitting. Luckily the date seemed to have the opposite effect. There were less crazy people than ever before. This year I’ve been working so much and concentrating on school, I’m realizing I don’t have enough fun. Maybe it’s because I want to save my parents and my own money but I think this years resolution will be to get out there and have more fun, be adventurous and such. This winter break has been the hardest month I’ve had in a while. What I thought I would be able to do is to just chill out, see some friends, get back into my drawing, and so forth. But to be honest, I have barely seen any of my friends. Just two guys have been able to hang out with me, one is my ex boyfriend and another is a romantic interest that I’ve come across.


Straight from the get go after taking my finals I had a ton of babysitting jobs lined up. A few that went from 9 in the morning to 12 at night… it was crazy, and all boys… ugh, they’re so emotional. That got me some money to go Christmas shopping, after the babysitting jobs calmed down a bit. I went back to the place where I used to work, the amusement park thing, and sort of hung out, saw my old friends and such. Then before I know it, my old boss comes up to me and asks if I can work some. I told him I could but he would have to get me a SET schedule, so I could find out when I could babysit and when I couldn’t so I could send that to all my babysitting clients (A total of 4 or 5 families). They did their best and everything balanced out pretty OK. Though they did mess up the last week which pissed me off a bit especially since I wrote them a note telling them I could work 3 to 4 days MAX. They must have took this as I could work from 4 to close every day because that’s exactly what they did… I tried to explain that I had babysitting jobs and they scheduled me incorrectly. It was too late but luckily my babysitting clients are pretty flexible and allowed this. Ugh… Soon I’ll be going back to school and I’m quite relieved, I only have 2 classes but each account for 6 credit hours… so they’ll be tough. I’m not going to risk having to work about 45 minutes away from school and having my classes, so I told them straight up, that I wouldn’t be able to work anymore after this week.

I honestly love the people I work with… It’s just the people that I work for and some of our customers that drive me up a wall. I’m friends with just about all of my co-workers, there are just a few outside guys that I don’t know since I’ve been gone for so long. My one boss is quite the pain though. I don’t think he realizes the pickle that we are in, in terms of employees, we simply don’t have enough inside people so basically every one works every day from about open to close. The whole point of me coming back for a short term was to train the new people he hired on, so they would have enough especially since most of our girls are fairly new. But every person he hires either can’t take it (Either all the stress or the boss himself) so they quit, or he fires them. One of the girls we have on is very sweet, and she has the basic concept of what to do, she’s still missing a few pieces of how things are run, but her problem is that she kind of stands around lost until you tell her to go do something. She needs a little nudge to get things going or she’ll just stand there. She’s going on a family vacation soon and the boss and our bartender who is a senior employee ( She’s practically a manager) isn’t sure if they are going to schedule her back on again after her vacation. I just don’t think we have the liberty to do that since it is pretty tough keeping people employeed there. I’m not going to lie and say I’m the best one there, because honestly I’m not, especially after not working there for months at a time. There are times when I forget things and have questions. I think that if the boss were more understanding and patient we would have excellent employees. He tends to go off on silly things and changes things around way too much to keep track of what’s going on. It’s not that he’s a bad person, he’s just really rough and tends to refuse to just drop things. For example. There was a time when he was trying to change the channel on the tv at the bar. I saw people at the ticket window, and for whatever reason he doesn’t want me using it, even though I know what I’m doing there. So I yelled to him that there was someone at the ticket window. He’s a bit hard of hearing so sometimes you have to do that to get his attention. It wasn’t like I wanted him to go there right away, I was just informing him of the situation. So instead of being a reasonable person and acknowledging that he now knows someone is there wanting help, he goes off on me saying “What I’m doing here is much more important than what’s going on over there! You don’t tell me what to do! There will never be a day when I listen to people your age and do what you want me to!” I mean Jesus Christ! What?  It’s called team work and he doesn’t know how it works. I swear, if it weren’t for the people that work there I would probably quit on the spot. But I’m not the type of person to screw other people over, especially those I care about and who care about me. One of my good friends there gave me a good quality knife today, just because I said I wanted a new one, out of nowhere. And my beloved bartender offered to pay the difference for my new phone that I’m getting soon (And I’m super excited for BTW). It was only 30 bucks but I thought it was extremely thoughtful. Of course I didn’t need the money since I had been working there so I kindly declined. It was just a very sweet gesture. We all take care of each other like a big family and I love it. Even though we deal with stupid people who infuriate us, and I will have to write stories about later on, we can always vent to each other and laugh it off then hug it out. Anyway, it’s late and I’m tired. It’s about time for bed. Goodnight and happy New Year!

Oh Lord part 1 10/24/11

So while browsing funnyjunk today, I came across this guy with several puppet accounts (What that means is the person has several accounts he uses to make it look like people support the bullshit he is spouting) Pretty much the guy hates women, I looked at his stuff on youtube and found that he had an actual account dedicated to it, looking farther, I found he had a an actual site on blogspot dedicated to the hate of women. So for this blog post, I’m going to call him out on his bullshit, sure, I’m aware that he might be a troll, but honestly I find this stuff to be funny. Here’s a little excerpt from his youtube. (Warning, if you don’t want to be insulted by a moron, don’t read on, you know you want to see how stupid this kid is anyway.)

“I am an misogynist, I dislike women and immature girls for their ignorance. They always deny everything they do not like. I just love seeing them hide their anger ~.^ Ignorant women and girls often mistaken me as a troll, when all I am doing is stating the truth.
These are SOME of the things boys and men are better at than primative pathetic women and girls. I could not post all, as there is waaay too much:”

So that’s the youtube description, here’s the blogspot bullshit.

“As all honest people who do not lie to make those who are inferior feel better, we know women and girls are useless, primitive creatures. They cannot do anything alone, they would always require some sort of assistance from a male. Women always claim to be independent, however, that is false and it is just another way for females to get attention. Little immature girls always need attention, because they get lonely and cry. They never stop whining because they never seem to grow up and act their age. Will they ever have anything in their boring pathetic shameful lives than to be playing with their doll houses and touching that shameful untidy bean like clitoris on top of that ugly smelly mouth like thing (A.K.A vagina)? I do not care whether they flunk like some girls I have known because they don’t pay attention in class or because they fall asleep, but I just wish they would stop complaining just because they are jealous of males. I know girls get really jealous easily, and they become angry when their labium is getting too uncomfortable in their pants or their tampons and sanitary napkins get disgusting. Oh well, girls will be girls. Girls know (Or should know) that people lie to them to make themselves feel better becasue there is nothing good about them.”

And with this he posted a list of 126 reasons he hates women. These are the things I will be responding to, because, well, you’ll see. Keep in mind that my responses only have to do with him, not with all men, I’m well aware most men are very nice and don’t think this way. The not bold is me. Anway, here we go!

Here are SOME of the things boys and men are better at than primitive pathetic women and girls. I could not post all, as there is way too much:
Oh, I’m excited.
1) Proven by insurance companies, girls are horrible drivers; in fact, the top worst 5 drivers are women
Actually, insurance companies charge men more, especially teens, for their coverage.

2) Girls die from many more diseases involving their untidy vagina’s and breasts.
Guys are actually more likely to get STDs, and if you are talking about breast cancer, men are actually more likely to get cancer.

3) We mature faster, we don’t act like giggling dimwitts.
Girls actually biologically and mentally mature several years before boys.

4) Girls are less creative, and from what I have seen, they lack skill in anything which takes imagination and creativity.
Women have just as much capability to be creative as men.

5) We are proud about ourselves, unlike girls who don’t like talking about themselves because they are ashamed.
Clearly you’ve never been with a woman, they LOVE talking about themselves.
6) Our statements are not based on opinion, unlike girls.
Says the guy who is basing 126 hateful comments based only on his own opinion
7) We can get away with speaking however we want on the internet.
I think we may need to take that right away from you, and I’m pretty sure anyone can speak however they would want on the internet, it’s the internet.
8) We always get the upper hand in contests.
So do children when they set the rules.
9) In some countries, girls are disposed of due to their uselessness.
Name one country in which girls are disposed of.
10) They cannot carry on the family name.
Actually, in modern times, girls can carry their family name and actually pass it on to their children if they so choose.
11) Being a man is a compliment, being womanish isn’t.
Says who? And “womanish” isn’t a word
12) Boys have way more useful skills than girls.
Who is the scientist that measured that?
13) We can throw.
So can a monkey, what’s your point?
14) Bratty little girls are always scolded by their parents.
I think you may have needed more scolding, girls and boys get scolded just the same.
15) We are the dominant group.
Equal rights is making that obsolete, and there are actually more women in the world than men
16) We have better social skills
If you had enough time to think all this up, I highly doubt your social skills are as up to par as you think.
17) We are not lazy
That’s to be debated.
18) The man of the house = the boss of the house
These days, women tend to manage the house more.
19) We don’t stuff tampons up bleeding holes.
You shove tissue paper up your bleeding nose
20) We don’t have smelly vaginas that are always getting infected
You had a bad experience with a vagina didn’t you? Get a sexually transmitted infection did you?
21) We don’t need to use sanitary napkins
I suggest you do, it’s called hygiene, look it up.
22) We are more successful at work and school, instead of flunk all the time
Again, that’s to be debated, considering it’s coming from a 16 year old kid.
23) We don’t have gross habits
Have you heard yourself burp and fart? Gross.
24) We don’t have labia that annoyingly changes color
Is this your bad experience with a vagina kicking up again?
25) We are not disgusting and smelly creatures that need to put on perfume.
So, you don’t wear deodorant or put on cologne? And you call us the disgusting creatures.
26) We have merits
You’re 16, what merits could you have?
27) We never have to feel the pain of giving birth
You never give life. (and by that I also mean that he doesn’t have sex, clearly, you need two to tango)
28) We don’t need makeup to make ourselves look better. Girls NEED them.
Sorry you’re ugly bro. And no girl NEEDs makeup
29) We don’t get cheated on easily and lose our money
Yes you do, and it’s called gambling, you lose in both regards.
30) We don’t need to sit down whenever we go to the bathroom.
What’s wrong with sitting down to use the bathroom? You do it half the time anyway, unless you shit standing up, in which case you’re more of a freak than I thought.
31) Our wives do all they can to make us happy.
I doubt you’re going to get a wife, so no worries there.
32) We never have to make sandwiches ourselves.
We don’t HAVE to make sandwiches for you or anyone else.
33) Our private areas are not untidy and messy.
For some reason I doubt that applies to you.
34) Every hero is a male
Wonderwoman, not to mention the girls in X-men, so your argument is invalid
35) We aren’t the helpless girls who always need help from boys.
I don’t think I’ve ever needed help from a boy in my life.

36) We get to boss you around.
Try it, see what happens.
37) We can style our hair more than one different way.
Um… so can we?
38) We don’t all look the same
I think you’re just looking at the same porn actress too much. Time to go outside.
39) We are funny when we try to be, unlike girls and women who are least funny when they try.
Being awkward isn’t funny.
40) We are able to think and talk with the “head” on our shoulders.
I don’t know how else to think
41) ^We don’t talk with our vaginas when looking for a relation
If you can teach me how to talk with a vagina, I would be impressed.
42) Always being right.
43) We aren’t affected by rejection.
I have a feeling most of these opinions come from you not being able to deal with being rejection.
44) We don’t cry or get upset as easy as a baby.
Says the boy who is whining about girls
45) We complete tasks without assistance.
Again, I’ve never really needed assistance on a task I have been responsible with
46) We have greater pride.
In cases like yours, pride isn’t deserved.
47) We think before we do.
I don’t think you’ve thought enough about stuff like your sexism.
48) We don’t get in the way when trying to help.
Then don’t ask for help. I thought you never needed help to complete tasks
49) We don’t have any flaws.
50) One man can have as many women as we want.
I’m guessing you’ve had none.
51) More fun being me.
Scientific fact!
52) We do not hide from people we have crushes on.
Neither do we.
53) We don’t faint so easily.
Never fainted in my life.
54) We get to drive without crashing.
Oh, I’m guessing this is in reference to your first comment. I know more guys who have been in crashed into shit than girls.
55) We don’t have panic attacks.
56) We are stronger against alcohol.
Your point? Yay! You can be an alcoholic!!
57) We are braver.
You cringe at the thought of having a kid, who’s braver?
58) We are taken seriously.
(You know, I’m going to take a little break for the day, I’ll post more later, again there are 126 of these stupid little declarations of superiority. So keep an eye out for them)


Little Girls Beauty Pagents 9/29/11

So there’s quite a bit of controversy about these little girl beauty pagents. I have to say, personally, they disgust me. When I was a little girl, I did ballet and dance class and all that stuff, and that’s nothing compared to these but it was still super stressful, so I can’t imagine the stress these girls are going through. I have seen a few episodes of that show “Toddlers in Tiaras” it gives you a glance of what these little ones go through. They just impliment these wrong morals onto this impressionable little girls, some starting when they are just babies. The lesson it teaches them is that you have to look pretty and be perfect to matter, and the way these mothers deal with it when their daughters lose brings a tear to my eyes. How can you yell at your daughter for not winning when she tries her best? Everything is a competition to these girls, and the things they do is insane, wearing weaves, getting spray tans, putting in fake teeth, wearing skimpy outfits, are these people insane?! These little girls are four, they shouldn’t be wearing fake eyelashes and wearing two piece bikinis. There were a few mothers who have their children stick to their natural beauty. Style their natural hair, put on light make up but no spray tans and give them a cute little tasteful dress. That I can understand, but I see these mothers yanking their daughters hair until they are screaming in agony, then the moms yell at the girls for crying and ruining their make up, guess what that does to the little girls?! It makes them cry some more!

Behind those fake eyelashes and caked on makeup, I see sad eyes.

You know, I thought about it, what if my daughter wanted to get into the pageants? Honestly, I would let her, help her out as much as I could, but only as long as it’s fun for her, I would never force my daughter into something like that. The minute I see it’s starting to change her into a bad person who is dependent on her looks I would pull her out and put her into another art program she would enjoy.

Does anyone remember this? The mother who regularly injected her 8 year old with botox for the beauty pagents

Anyway, they really need to get these things under control, it almost seems like it’s borderline abuse at this point. Having all those chemicals on your hair and skin just can’t be good for these developing girls, their skin is very fine, they can’t handle chemicals being sprayed on them. I know there is also the talent portion of the contest where they have to do an act or dance, a lot of these dances though seem very sexual, definitely not appropriate for their ages, of course they don’t understand what these movements mean at the time but it makes you wonder how they will perceive these movements when they do understand what they mean and what their mothers are teaching them.

Sends shivers down my spine

Motorcyclists, Watch Out For Yourselves! 9/17/11

I guess my plan of posting on here at least once a night isn’t really working out, oh well, I can only try my best. Anyway, hopw you are all ready for another rant! So I hope you’re ready! Tonights topic is motorcyclists!

You know, I see these bumperstickers on so many cars out there “Watch out for motorcyclists!” well, I say, motorcyclists need to watch out for themselves! It isn’t like their rediculously loud mufflers aren’t annoying enough, but they drive like complete assholes. Of course I am not talking about all motorcyclists, some of them drive responsibly, in which case they aren’t a problem, what I’m talking about is the guys who swerve in and out of lanes, try doing stupid little tricks on public and busy roads, and speed up like they are in a race, not to mention those idiots who refuse to wear helmets! Can you believe that you can get a ticket for not wearing a seatbelt in a car but you can’t get a ticket for not wearing a helmet on a crotchrocket? That’s a speeding machine with absolutely no protection around it and a gas tank right between your legs. It’s not like these people have no other choice but to ride a motorcycle, they obviously have money if they can afford something like that, they have the choice to either be safe in a car, or be unsafe on a motorcycle, then tempt fate by not driving safely, then when the crash that they cause does occur, they put up those stupid “Watch out for motorcyclists” bumperstickers.

You are on a road, not a racetrack, calm your ass down

They actually have a celebration that supports motorcyclists who don’t wear helmets in Miami, my friends parents went to it, and they got into a deadly accident, the only thing that saved them was the fact that they decided to wear helmets that time. If you are going to drive something that has less protection than the crappiest cars out there, you should drive more safely than you would if you were in a car. When driving back to my school, there was actually a guy driving a motorcycle, swerving from one lane to another, not even passing anyone, just doing it because he could, if that weren’t enough he was even swerving sharply back and forth in one lane, I couldn’t imagine how nervous that would make the guy behind him, if he hit one little bump, he would have completely lost control, crashed, and the guy behind him could have hit him. If THAT wasn’t enough, he did a wheelie, keep in mind this is on an extremely twisted road, with a high speed limit and several people driving around him. And of course if all that wasn’t enough, he put his arms out, letting go of the handlebars so he could do a gay little “I’m the Queen of the world” pose. This isn’t Titanic douchebag, you’re not in an open ocean with nothing around you, you are on a busy enclosed road with speeding piles of metal all around you. It’s important to mention, that this was all done within 5 minutes, which made me shutter at the thought of how he drives throughout the rest of the day. So I say again, motorcyclists, watch out for your own damn selves, we aren’t responsible for what happens if we are driving perfectly fine and you’re driving like an ass.

Maybe this is what they should be driving.

I don’t care if I get hate for this. I stand by what I say, and like I said before, this does not apply to responsible motorcyclists. If you want to defend assholes, that’s your own priority.